Monday, November 29, 2010

dinda doyle

sumpah aku rindu ang la pempuan !
bila nk balik ha ?! dok kata nk balik nak blik tp x balik2 g..
mcm pu**
:)
dok kalut nk knaikan aku kat spa x tw...
ayam btoi ang..
heee..
weyh , khetot balik la...
kita p jalan2..
ang balik next year kan..
ha aku p ambik ang la kali nie..
aku da lesen da..
*syokk oooo :)

aku rindu hingaq ang..
mencarut ang
khetot ang
segala2 nya ang la !*ayat poyo :)

kenyeh ang too !
rindu bodo :)

mau kuar derr !
jangan dok jd baby-sitter sgt !
pgang baby pown larat ka dak aku x taw la:)
sayang ang weyh 
<3
balik taw...aku tungu ang !
balik tengok dada badan macam babi kasi dah too :)
aku mantain ja..
pandai jaga badan :)*poyo lagi 
(padahai aku gemok lani)
ang taw dk..
ang balik tgok kami pakat telan tokke sorunk sekoq..
badan sropa pa tah..
haha :)

aku sayang ang weyh !
aku rindu ang weyh !
balik cepat aw...
khetot :)
 

Sunday, November 28, 2010

missing you


I know it hurt you,It hurt me too,
But now that you are gone, All I know is I miss you.
You were there for so long,
I never thought you would leave..I thought you had so many months..
waiting up your sleeve.
That day you left, Was the saddest of my life
I remember going home,  And crying all night.
I might be selfish, But I wish you were still here.
Or if you stayed,
For at least one more year.
I know you loved me,
I still love you too,
So Im trying to be good,
Just for you.

I know Im not perfect,
I never will be.
But I hope your up there,
Proud of me.

You had to let go, Even though you were holding on for so long
But theres not a day I dont think of you,
And how you were so strong.
You never complained,
Or said why me?
You just knew,
That thats the way it was meant to be.
So I just want to tell you, Even though I still cry,
That I miss you so much, And Im glad you said goodbye.


Saturday, November 27, 2010

baby-sitter



perh da dua hari aku jadi baby-sitter...
best siot...
my niece is iris marissa !
die x buat perangai pown..nasib baek..
tidak jenuh !:)
memang letih gila dua hari nie..
dengan baby kecil satu besar besar pown da gak..
husna...
:) umo da 13..tp kena masak lagi bg kat dia..
amboi dia..
hee...sakan !
:)..
aku masak sambal ayam ! haha !
mcam x pecaya ja..
:)heee...
una cakap bole la sedap la gk..
syok gila...macam nk baling ja pinggang mangkuk !:)
thanks una coz puji !haa *poyo :)
tp memang best la jd baby-sitter...

sebenarnye x susa pown nk jaga baby nie..
orang ckap susa kan..padahal x pown..
biasa ja..
:)
best lagi da la..
tp letih la gk nk layan karenah baby !
biasa la too kan..
baby mana yang x meragam...
tol x...

neway best2 jadi baby-sitter...
bole dapat pengalaman :)

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

hang out !

best gila kuar..
eh u , i menang kan bowling..
second game u menang kan !
aduyai...frust gila i !:)
best !
 jumpa kaka kikin..
kaka mai tgok adik main bowling * love you
miss you more kaka..
lepas rindu adik..
muahhhxie..
ayie dok heran awat nk ambik fon dia..
bukan buat pa pown kan kaka..
dok buat risau bole dia..
takod...hee..
 i love you more knowra kikin <3

n than g sea gate ...
u tulis nama spa th kat tepi pantai too..
i ingat nama gf u , i usaha lari g tgok u tlis pe..
huu..i love you la <3
u ckap u nk blik malam nie kan..
u tipu i kan..i jet pala baru taw..hee !
best ye jadi boss...
:)
eyka bole p langgar keta org...ish2..
eyka suka dok bt lawak la..
hee...
xpa2...diam2 taw eyka..stg kantoi !
hee..
nnty kita p polish keta...elok blik la..
:)
ayie : i love you..<3
ara : i love you more la ! <3

mlam nie kita kuar ngn kak ya lak kan..
hee..
lawak la mlam nie...
ayie asl u dok lam keta senyap terpurung..
asl x kuar tgok n dengar..
:)
lawak taw lau u dgr...
:))
nnty kita kuar g taw ngn kak ya..kita p mana2 lak..
taw...sorry td cri psal ngn u lam keta...
saja gedik nk bg u mara..
:)<3
i do love you la bie !
credit to eyka , pijon n ayie.
termsuklah keta waja yg melanggar keta rusa i think !:))
funny gila time tooo...best la..
nnty kita kuar g...k...
love you all <3
muahhhxie !

Sunday, November 21, 2010

abg agil

abg i miss you so much...
awat abg tinggal adik ?!
abg taw dk adik bnyak gila masalah la nie..
macam2 abg..
abg adik nk ikod abg...
please...
adik sengsara tension gila nk idop da abg..
mcm2 masalah...
lau abg da mesti adik x macam nie :( sobsob
abg adik x taw nk story mcm na...
adik rndu abg sgt100x...
x pa satu hari nnty cmna pown adik akan ikod abg...
tngu adik kat sana taw abg..
adik sayang abg...
love you so much !<3 :(
adik x kan lupa abg sampai mati , sampai kita jumpa kat sana sama2 abg...
papa mama kak ya abg li una semua nk jumpa abg kat sna...
jumpa kat sana taw abg..
sama2 semua kita happy kat sana taw...
betoi pa yang TUHAN cakap abg...
hidup di dunia memang menyakitkan...
tp hidup di syurga sgt bahagia...
kejahatan di dunia baru , itu pown kita belowm sedar !
wait 4 me my beloved brother SHAGHIR B. SHAHIDON...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH  , MUCH N MUCH !<33

Thursday, November 18, 2010

ayie !

15 . 11 . 10 (tuesday)*sorry x update tarikh nie..busy :)


i miss you so much <3 :p
thanks sbb blik snie..

lepas rindu i kat u..huuu :))
u tipu i kan...u ckap x blik le pe le..

6.15 p.m
tengah lepak2 minom ngn una n kak ngah !
tbe2 fhone i bunyi ! i tgok2 msg from he's mine !:)
happy tahap gaban time too..mcam nk bling ja pinggang gelas time too :)

ayie:eh u de ne ?!
ara:i tgah mnom2 lepak ..why ?!
ayie:saje...kat ne ?!
ara:ouh oke..kat kedai pak bakaq taman kemajuan ..
ayie:tngu jpg i sampai
ara:u jgn tpu i, i kick kang..
ayie:i'm serious la sygg..
ara:oke lau x btol siap la you..
ayie:okeyh , waiting 4 me yawr..
ara:yup always :)

tuptup tgok u sampai btol...perh tabit hormat i !:) iloveyou larh..
u x tipu i  ! i happy gile..
suka sangat !thanks ayie...
i twu u akan blik gak,,,kan :)
kte kuar g ronda2..best ! <3
i sayang u...walaupown kita x couple blik tp i happy la kita mcm nie..
x tawu sbb pa..
hanifa KL mmbe u too story kat i pasal u kat sne !:)
kantoi !:D
i pown kat snie asyik rindu u je...
swear !:)eh u i x pena lpa la janji i... :D



i do love you syuhaire zakaria <3

Monday, November 15, 2010

x mara..miss you babe..

i miss you little girls..
aku rindu ang la bodo..aku rindu ang sorunk ja..
yg dua org mangkuk to aku benci..
aku sayang ang...aku x pena nk mara ang..
gado p la macam mana pown aku payah n susah nk marah ang..
btoi mama ckap kita x ley berpisah walaupown gado mcm mana pown..
:( sobsob..
aku caya ckap mama , satu hari nnty kita akan baik balik..
aku menyesal knai ngan depa dua lagi tp aku x menyesal knal ang ****
aku selalu teringat ang...x taw sbb pa..
aku susah nk lupakan ang...mcm2 suka duka pilu gembira sedih kita sma2 kongsi dan harungi..
depa kata aku mcm2...kata aku dok p cerita menagih simpati kat org...
sumpah aku x pena cerita kat org lain walaupown kawan baek aku sendiri UMIE...
depa yg tanya aku paksa aku swoh crita..
aku bukan mcm depa mulut mcm puki ayam..
:((sobsob
aku sedih...
walaupown kita gadoh tp aku paksa ex bf ang baek blik ngan ang walaupown ampa bergadoh..
(bukan nk kata aku berkorban la)
tp aku buat semua nie sbb aku sayang ang..aku anggap ang mcm kakak aku..
aku sentiasa maafkan ang ..
aku harap kita kembali mcm dulu :(
MACAM DULU..
HOPEFULLY !

Friday, November 12, 2010

all alone :(

I float in a pool of darkness
Cold presses in on me
I am alone , Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn

I ache with sorrow, I hunger to leave
To escape , To leave this prison
I crave to be free
To be heard , To be loved

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

my life

i love my life now !